You can't hear the screaming. But it's there. It's just internal screaming. This was necessary. I promise. This will help me get through school. Unless it ends up being the reason I don't because I can't talk to my teachers about things and I fail.
Things that cause this situation 1. School 2. Social interaction 3. My fear of everyone and everything 4. Trying to meet everyone's expectations 5. Talking to adults 6. Talking to anyone, really. 7. Realizing that 6 is basically the same as 2 8. Knowing this list is too long
