Honestly im tired of this friend group but I can't keep myself away. I get pushed out again and again but I just come crawling back. I come back, Like a moth drawn to a flame. It's like I'm tied down to that red table. Tied down to those people. Not all of them are bad but I'm staying for the ones who were good to me. I can't stay at this point. It's like I'm being suffocated.