This isn't a vent. More so like just what's on my mind. And you'll probably be seeing these a lot, because I'm trying not to keep my feelings as bottled up anymore. So, with that said, relationships. These can range from acquaintances to romantic significant others. And I'm here mainly to talk about the significant others type of thing, but if y'all wanna talk about the other kinds feel free to do so in the comments. But, what's the whole thing with love? I've felt it before, yes, but really only one person that I know of has loved me back. We were in a relationship, but we didn't really talk much, so that ended quickly. But, I always wonder: will someone love me back in the same way ever again? I'm sure many other people have thought this. I generally see myself as an unlovable person when it comes to romantic relationships. I see myself as clingy an annoying, and though people might say that that's not true, I still think so. I don't know if anyone has ever liked me before before my first significant other (this was sometime in the summer in 2019) or afterwards, or even now. But, I probably will never know. I've just felt kinda... lonely, I guess, without someone to give love and affection to. It would feel nice to have someone to talk to that gives me butterflies in my stomach whenever they talk or send me a message. To feel light-hearted or happy-go-lucky whenever I see them. It's a fantasy I'm sure many others have thought about. But, at this point, I'm positive that no one likes me, or could like me. My emotional problems are probably wayy too much. I'm a tad too awkward. All in all, if someone were to like me or they do, I'd honestly be surprised, yet happy. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.
Okay; I'm sorry for making all of this stuff that isn't really even a project lmao. Forgive me for all of this stupid love crap-
