nae nae baby dance can you guess where im going lmao one more week!! holy crap!! everything is coming so fast i'm- excited? and it isn't really just because i get to skip school and go to an amusement park,, ready for some reading? . . . im excited to skip school and get away from (most of) my friends (ofc there are some i enjoy and make me happy [PFFT]) but like garrg stuff: - i've been ditched and ignored lately (nobody notices it) -people make fun of me, not intending for it to hurt but it does. it does. - people act like i don't have problems because i don't act like it. sorry im not tryna be a downer all the time god- - i don't feel safe,, i feel pressured to do and say certain things and jhgfd NO - school in general gives me depression lmao who likes getting up early to go siT for hOURS and LEARN and then there are other issues i want to escape from for just a week: - everything listed above - i'm sexually confused rn - i don't feel mentally stable and i have nobody irl to talk to (and i refuse to) - most of my art is vent art and i have art block - remember the "inactivity?" project i had,, that too i'm hoping to relax at disney/ universal tho im also scared like crap because i'm very paranoid i'm gonna d i e on the hulk smh my parents told me that as a surprise for my brothers, our cousins are coming and i was like yee haw but then i realized i have to share a room with my 18 year old cousin and idk if she will let me watch jojo and my hero academia and i will cRY, CRY AND SOB IN HER FACE that being said, im not certain about my activity because a) i'm gonna be at frwkaing disNEY ORLANDO FLORIDA DUM b) im probably gonna have to hang out with my stupid family smh i will 100% NOT be on d1sc0rd because that is the #1 thing i don't want anyone to know about. I dont want anyone to know about scratch either but oh well i might get on late at night or i can take my laptop into the bathroom or something and check stuff before i shower,, i could get on at night because i have dirt on my cousin so if she tells on me for being on a chiLD'S CODING SITE boi imma have a hAYDAY >:) anyway just wanted to give a notice before i go,, stuff may be late from me but i'll be working on everything i can this last week . . . if i can't watch jojo i will cry, CRY . . . disclaimer: there is a lot more to my emotions right now but i can't explain it on a hecking scratch project sorry sweets . . . also i would appreciate no comments about "aw im sorry about how you feel-" crap because no. maybe stuff like "stay safe on your trip" okay? bee reespeectful of my wishees . . . this song really explains a lot if you just listen . . . BRUH IM GONNA HAVE SO MUCH WORK TO DO FROM SCHOOL I DONT WANNA GO NOW
credits: ~~~~~~~ art / oc - @eloiga background- cinderella castle at disney image that isn't mine,, song- better alone, Josh A + iamjakehill
