I'd been checking out some of these memes recently because of how this song describes my current state- and I decided to just test it out, which led into me spending 2 days to complete this thing :,3 So um- here's my second meme ever. Small Vent ~~~~~~~~~ As I've been saying to a lot of people recently and for the past few weeks, I'm a huge mess :,3 I have very little focus, my schedule is finicky and I can never find the time for one project because I'm busy working on three- most of which I will never finish and only throw out in the end. I also have way more ambition than a procrastinator should have '-_- On top of this, I've been feeling very dissatisfied with my art lately (probably the reason so many things got trashed early on). I've always been a perfectionist and I've always judged myself harshly, but not as much as I have lately. I keep beating myself up over that squiggly line or imperfect circle, and it's not helping me move forward. At all. And lastly, I've just been striving for recognition. And I've come to realize I've been doing this my whole life. All my successes have seemed to worthless if no one was going to see it, to appreciate it. I want people to see my animations, my stories, my thoughts and ideas- but when I'm so busy doing for other people, what's left for myself? I've been taking the fun out of creativity and making it into a chore for myself to impress others. This adds a lot of pressure and stress on top of everything else.
Thanks to @FlufferPupper and @Ask_Patchclaw for the coding and basic concept. ^-^ Based off: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/244877789 Backdrops and art - Me Programs Used - Krita and Scratch Music - I'm a Mess by Bebe Rexha (I can't find the cover used) Character Used - Snowpaw "NOTE: it is heavily preferred that you remix the original. if you want to get the coding I did for this, you can save it to your computer, then upload it to your remix of the original." - Ask_Patchclaw
