this is me, ultimately- just- screwing up at life- low key just so done right now, not with anyone or anything specifically, I’m just done. I’d prefer if you’d just stop telling me that I’m a great friend, and a good person- because I honestly know that hardly any of you mean it, and if you do, then I’m probably going to accidentally screw it all up again. I’ve lost my faith in myself and humanity. And also, this may sound a little messed up, but- don’t tell me to get help. Never tell me to get help, because I can’t. I’m apparently not allowed to be depressed because I’m a kid, whatever. And honestly, most of this “help” stuff never helps me anyways. Just- don’t tell me to get better soon, because if anything, there isn’t gonna be a “soon.” Don’t pity me because of this, or anything, ever.
