// Greetings! Well, I know that I really should be working on a MAP part, but I've really been meaning to work on some actual content for my profile! (I'll talk more about that in the notes and credits). Now that the year is 2020 (I know time is just a construct, shhh) I figured it would be fun to redraw something I made a year ago! And this piece popped into my head! // // I originally drew her for a DMAO about a year ago ( https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/289007103/ ) Ps. When I first drew her, @Mushy_Mushi commented that she looked like the squip from "Be More Chill". Having never heard of it, I was confused. Since then, I have listened to its music, and I now understand. And wow, she really does look like the squip. Umm, oops. // // She actually has a whole story and a reason she's pictured in this particular scene, but I won't write it out unless anyone is particularly interested. (Her bio in the old project is fairly outdated, and as I was drawing this, a bunch of new ideas popped into my head.) // //It's been an insane year, full of fears, hopes, failings, and events that I'm not positive even occurred. It's been strange, and while it wasn't exactly my best year, it was a year of finding myself. It was a year of living to see another day, and maybe that's enough. //
// I drew all of the art featured in this project. Please, please don't steal it. Not that I think you would, you seem like a fairly pleasant person, all things considered. This is just mostly here for the people who might. You know the type. // // And as for the updates: I'm not very confident about my art. And my skills in general. I know I'm still improving, but I often feel like I'm not achieving my true potential. Sometimes I'm frustrated because I feel as if I can't create or get across some of the ideas bouncing around in my brain-box, ideas I really want to pursue. // // I draw a lot. (Mostly on paper) I just never put out there. I've written countless poems and short stories, yet I've never shared any of them. And that's okay. But I also want to work more at it. Scratch is something I've been doing for a few years, something that has helped me keep up the motivation to create. // // All of this is to say- I'm going to try harder. I'm not sure if anyone will see this or care, but I care. And I care about you, whoever you are. Thanking for you being amazing, as always. Goodnight. //
