edit- WHY IS THE THUMBNAIL SCRATCH CAT NOOOOO STOP GLITCHIN AND BURNIN SCRATCH THIS IS IMPORTANT >:((( my dudes i'm probably depressed again i'm hurting for many reasons but i just lost a friend (they are not dead!) who i thought i was close to and he literally told me after arguing with all my opinions and then when i told him i didn't want to be as close, "no offense but we were never that close" my heart is in a l0t of pain and no one truly cares- you may say you do but you don't, so don't bother it is empty. maybe @planetts cares, i love you my child don't ever change anyway, my love life isn't going too great either but that is something i rEALLy don't want to talk about, only with a few people maybe idk i don't really want to though anyway i might not be as responsive and if i am a little bit mean, please excuse me ;_;; i will try to work on my 50 million map parts still but if they are late please, please try to be understanding of my situation many other things happened between me and this friend over text and it gives me serious depression and i cried for like tWo hours so leave me alonee and mentally? i'm not feeling so good. not that anybody cares *sniffle* maybe if i was some hotshot that had really good art, i'd get more attention which is another thing: none of my stuff gets real attention really unless it is a map call or pmv/ amv and i don't mean to be tHat person but that is just how i feel and i- i'm a person. maybe if people realize that i'm more than just my art ?? and of course i appreciate the people who do and you know who you are (hopefully) and i love you guys <333 i think in summery i'm not feeling so well so please excuse my activity level and bro if i owe you a map part or art of any kind just waIT FOR ME AA IM WORKIN ON IT edit- wth the guy who made me cry is now trying to apologize-? help me conjure nice ways to reject him please :)
credits ~~~~~~~ art - @eloiga with mousepad in 2 minutes while sitting on the bathroom floor crying *dab* music - fav song, Heartbreaks, Josh A and iamjakehill "i don't think that i'll be fine every time i try i just want to die" i just want a damn hug
