This is for a few people. Sure you can view the project if the note's not for you, but I'd prefer if you didn't read them yourself. Some of these notes are very personal and I'd prefer if someone who wasn't intended to see it did look at it and say something about me for it. This is your only warning. But a small note for everyone who has been with me since the start: Thank you for allowing me to believe I have an audience, and people who value me. I'm not the one to be up-front about it, but I'm a very lonely person in reality. I'm sure there's other people like me, but I'm afraid of making friends due to being able to lose them(my only non-family friend was in kindergarten, they moved away and I lost all connections to them). You all are wonderful for making me feel I'm worth something, even if that something is as small as content creation. You are my hope, the one thing moving me from day to day, the fuel that keeps my Kamen Rider passion alive. Without human contact, or at least positive bonding, I fall apart... I don't have any real-life support, sometimes I'm even discouraged from being here by my parents due to my near-failing grades. What do grades mean when it's compared to something that's deemed more valuable such as friendship? Nothing, that's what. I'm an introvert, but I don't have friends to talk to at school, too shy or too focused on here to say anything... not like people approach me to be friends often... Heck, if I could, I would ask some of you to meet up at a convention just so that we could connect more, trust each other more... I'm just lonely... is it a wonder I collect plushies...? I'm just void of human connection, so I look to faux life for friendship... I'm a shell of what would be human, an antisocial artist who's obsessed with Japanese karate bugmen. Give me a heart, something to smile about, something to feel emotion for. Something other than emptiness and tears, I want to connect... but with nobody to talk to, people busy with other things, so I'm left alone. I'm not begging for sympathy... please... I'm not pretending... the guilt and stress is gonna be too much for me soon... just believe me... please... I wanna break the chain of events, but I can't do it alone, don't wanna do it alone. My heart is empty... fill it with something worthwhile.
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