Read my rant about stupid humans if you dare. And please, don't just try to make me feel better by using casual banter like "i feel yah bro" or "we've all been there." I really just want to know if anyone can HELP me or if anyone will listen to what I have to say.
Humans Why are they all so shallow? Nobody accepts those who are completely different. Why does acting rambunctious, silly, and drawing cat whiskers on myself.. Why does that mean everyone worries about my mental health? This song kinda explains how I feel right now. Espically the parts "I'm not like anyone else" "Cuz I know who I am but no one believes me" "it's just really shallow" and "but my friends just wanna catch me" I'm basically friends with all the other mean, mental cases. One of my best friends gut punches me and calls nearly everyone stupid multiple times. Also, have you ever lived through the cliche in which two friends fight over another friend? Or two friends like the same boy? Both are happening in my life, and I play the role of one of two friends in both. People don't believe me when I talk. They won't believe me when I say I made the honor roll, or have 120+ IQ, or that I have multiple mental disorders. (OCD, anxiety, Aspergers, and Autism) I have morbid thoughts every day. It's sad, I can write all this about how much my life is falling down, but at the moment I couldn't even fill a large paragraph with all the good in my life that I know. Sure, just about EVERY teenager goes through the "nobody understands me" phase, but that doesn't mean the common cases can't be helped. Maybe not cured, but I just want help. Right now, my online friends are the only people I know who will catch me when I fall. Am I wrong?
