Scratch is lonely most of the time for me. Since I view following as the highest form of internet respect or friendship, having followers who never see what I spend hours creating is disappointing. I don't make things for the likes, favorites and follows, but compare it to this. You spend hours making a beautiful picture, and when it's finally finished, you hang it on the refrigerator among the others done by your siblings. You wait for your siblings and parents to notice or mention or talk to you about the picture, or anything at all. But as usual, your siblings get all the recognition and keep each other company, leaving you alone and feeling invisible. Your drawing is quickly buried in the work of others. Making projects is fun, but it's not fun to come back to crickets every time. Another problem is me. I am widely ignored in real life too, but in the occasion someone does want to talk to me, I feel strained and want to escape. Maybe I just haven't found the right person yet? I don't know what to do: I feel lonely every day in both worlds, and I'm starting to suspect that's my fault. If you found this, thanks for reading. music- being in love with u PS- This does NOT mean go and love/favorite/comment on all my projects.
