Space. I'm lonely, I 'm having THE WORST MOOD SWINGS EVER and NOTHING is going right today... For those who can't view the project: Hello. It's June. I need to get this off my chest. I swear to gog it's my fault the TF2 RPG is so messed up. Right after I joined, things seemed odd enough, but I didn't know how much worse it would get. And it seems right after I made Neo befriend Felix, everything went downhill. Relationships started popping up. Ponies arrived in the TF2 universe. We even had the Creators, US, dragged into the chaos. Then we reset. Not even that helped. Nearly everything we had before made a comeback. Now we've lost most of our RPers. And I think it's all my fault. People join, then get scared away from all the different fandoms THAT AREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE IN A TF2 RPG. Not that I'm saying I hate all these other fandoms. Right now I'm seriously debating leaving the RPG. It's just probably going to get worse the more I RP. I've gotten too connected with the characters and the people RPing with them. I love you all so much... But it's just killing me inside. The RPG pretty much changed my lide. But I can't go without having my emotions go extreme. I'm so so sorry. I'm nearly crying because I've somehow convinced myself it's all my fault. Or was I just in the wrong place at the wrong time? Either way I feel really, really bad right now... I may leave the RPG. I may never go back. I may never RP again. I don't know anymore.
