I was in love with a boy, no, I never did meet this boy, but I still loved him...and he loved me...We talked every day and I remember waiting for him to reply for hours....and he did the same. He was understanding....caring...and gentleman like. We balanced each other out, He was violent and dark at times while I was always there to calm him down and stop him from fighting anyone. He said he looked bad with his black hair that always covered his brown eyes, I thought other wise. We joked over mic while we played video games and I would always laugh at the small things he did.....but one day...that all changed....The "I love you's" melted into nothingness as he turned bitter towards me. No matter what I say his mind was set, I watched as he left my life....I cried in silence as I watched our happy memories fade into memories of the one that got away...Im with another.....yet he memory still fills my mind....he likes another and i feel sad...jealous....i miss him...
...... This was kinda a vent.....needed to get it off my mind....ill probably delete it later...
