ok real talk i went and joined a lot of maps all in a rlly motivated state of mind like "yes animating and art yeehaw i can get this done in a few days!!"" & then the truth is now im only motivated to work on like. 2 of them. [and ive really just been in an unmotivated mindset about everything lately,,, especially school but anyway that's another topic.] but im too scared to drop out of any bc i know people really hate that & usually will then be uhh mad at u. because i mean. they were counting on you. (if anyone has to drop out of my maps im cool w it, that's why i ask for backups & stuff and as someone who constantly loses motivation for projects, i understand a lOT)) and i just dont want anyone mad at me. but then i also end up postponing my part past the due date and still not getting it done. so like. what do i do. drop out, procrastinate, or share a terribly ugly part that i rushed at the end bc i gave up. hmmm. i also do this thing where i'll go on a map joining spree and then forget i have parts in like half of them & months later the person is like "hey where's ur part it's due" and im like "my what ?????? "" sO long story short i have really bad map joining & map-part-making habits that are gonna make people annoyed with me & i feel guilty lijghhgnfkdls uWU
-- at the end there's kinda spoilers for supernatural season 9 finale/season 10???? hello! thanks to @luckywolf012 for letting me join this map, there's still a few parts open if anyone wants to grab one! the fandom i used was supernatural of course <33333 idk how happy i am with this but i guess it could be worse
