heres a rant that im too afraid to post on my main account or directly in cheese in case i get backlash im not hating on anyone but myself i dislike contemporary. not the campers. not the co leaders. but the idea. and it took me a day, but i finally figured out why i do. i /hate/ yeeclipsed. call me silly, but yeeclipsed to me is basically a period of time where i went xD, or yee to literally every. Single. Comment. it's perfectly okay to do that, and i suggest you don't skip your own yeeclipsed phases as i was really happy back then. but seeing my comments... seeing old studios.. it makes me want to... i cant say cry, because the internet barely makes me cry. it makes me want to sit in silence for an hour and just think about all the horrible things i did in the past. it's not something i can just sleep off, and it haunts me a lot. contemporary cabin is associated with this. the very first contemporary, was led by none other than yeeclipsed, and it was filled of xD and Lol! and i hate that. contemporary- whenever i see it im reminded of the cringey person i used to be so i tried to escape. like i always do. just keep running, and it will be alight, right? i made a new account to escape from princessts i wanted to lead another cabin i always run, no matter what website, or person i am. i predict in a year ill be a completely different person and thats okay so yeah those are my feelings explained on a kids coding webstie for the whole world to see.
thank u for 177 messages it makes me feel loved, and that number boosts my self esteem, which is unhealthy. but it shows that somehwere in the world, someone cares abt me, and before you report this MY MENTAL STATE IS FINE. sometimes someone might show me a screenshot of XD and then i go sit in the shower for an hour pondering why do i think the way i do. thank you next wait edit sorry: my confidence is fine. i like who i am right now, but i wont in 6 months lmao. but i actually have self esteem so thanks for listening to my ted talk
