might go on a hiatus,, i dunno man. life hasn't been the best the only good thing that's happened today is that we're finally getting a car. i feel sick, i'm on my "lady thing" i haven't been hungry at all for a few days, causing me not to eat. friends always try to fight with me for some reason i feel like im not good enough i keep on crying i just wanna go back to the past where everything was better,, im trying not to cry loud.. i just wanna quit everything, but then i wouldn't be able to talk to anybody. we're moving out of the house we live in and i just got used to it i swear i hear voices in my head THAT ARENT MINE i might have ADD ((not quite ADHD)) LEGIT EVERYTHING IS GOING WRONG?? OH DONT GET ME STARTED ON MY WEIRD MEDICAL THINGS THAT DONT HAVE A DIAGNOSIS one of my feet are smaller than the other, so i have to wear these leg braces, lost em. 3 of my fingers are bent, so i have to wear finger braces for 15-30 minutes, and if i dont wear my finger braces all my fingers will be stuck bent and i'll have to get surgery.. LEGIT WHY COULDN'T I BE NORMAL WHY THATS ALL I WANT IS TO BE NORMAL PLEASE
