sorry, this is probably the only vent ill only post, i just really needed to tell someone, and i guess the best option is random strangers on the internet ive just been really sad lately. i feel like my friends dont like me that much, not to mention others dont really care at all. theyre all too good for me - i mean what use am i to them? i can barely socialize on a regular day, on days like this im just utterly useless. that probably isnt the real problem. my dad recently moved to Michigan, to live with my stepmother + stepsister. and i mean, it makes sense. he was unemployed and couldnt pay for our house any more, plus his wife lived in a different state, so it wasnt like there was any point to staying here. and i know it was hard for him, and he didnt want to do it, but it just really hurts. i had to watch the house i grew up in be sold to some people i didnt know, had to leave my dad for god knows how long and i just am really not okay. sorry, wont post anything like this again. will go back to art.
