This could very well be the last time I see you all This could very well be the first time I step back This could very well be a new beginning --- Remember when we all were friends? we spoke to each other? I wasn't scrambling to find an answer for an unasked question? you weren't stuck putting up with me? I didn't feel a need for something more? I wasn't selfish? It's gone now. I'm gone now. And, honestly? I don't regret it.... besides the end. Why did it happen? Why did I have to fight you over MY MISTAKE? Why, why, why? Too many questions So little time It's so funny Every answer leads to more questions. Why did I do this? Why did I feel that? I should be able to forgive myself Why can't I? What am I missing? It's been almost a year. I should be able to move on.. But I can't. It's no fun. Because no matter how much I wish for it back... It is never to be. I tried to cease all communication once. Guess what, I failed! Attempt number two Not going so well. Even an apology would work, the feeling of a barrier overcome. But nothing.... Will you ever forgive me? --- The light at the end of the tunnel A light I'll never reach A wall between me and trouble A wall made to be breached I've redone myself again Am I good enough yet? For, every time I reach my goal My progress seems to reset Is it because I am me? Maybe me is not enough.
