Introduction I’d fly to new heights, and I’d follow my dreams. But my head never ceases to dispute my heart. My life has its ups and downs, sure, but the worst of it all is that I find it so difficult, so very difficult for me to talk to other people and to look them in the eye and communicate properly. Actually, forget ‘properly’, communicating is hard enough, ‘proper’ way or not. I don’t even have a bad reputation or anything; it’s just hard for me to make friends. Occasionally, I envy my younger sister, Sinatra, who doesn’t have those… those problems. But I’ve told myself many times, autism won’t bring be down. Not just yet.