It hurts. It really does. I hate living like this. I feel trapped in my body. I feel like everything and everybody is restricting me from being me. I don't want to live like this. I want to be free. I want to run in a lush forest, with no care in the world. I want to be free of all my terrible thoughts and worries. I wish I was not human. I hate myself. I hate this horrible life. I cry to myself at night asking the same questions. Why does it have to be this way? Why can't I just feel free? Why can't I be me?
