Do they know? Don't they understand? You think it's a joke... You say it's all in fun... But what you don't understand is that it hurts! You say that you're joking, but it has to be based on truth, right? I'm not! I'm not!... Am I?... Just a vent guys... 2 weeks of school and I'm ready to lock myself in a room. I try to act cold, tough, and aloof only to cover up my pain and weakness. Your words do hurt. I can't just 'ignore them', because when you're told you are something enough times, you start to wonder if maybe you are. You start to doubt who you think you are. And that's the most terrifying thing if all.
