I'm so lonely and I don't know what to do. People are so racist at my school. It hurts. I just want to role-play, but I have no-one to role-play with. Apparently, I'm a disease that infects everyone with sadness. I'm broken. I'm useless. I'm "overreacting." I have to bottle up my emotions or I get sent to the therapist. I can't cry, because I'll have to go to a therapist and miss school. I have to bottle up my emotions, otherwise, I'm "overreacting" I can't draw. I can't find my style. I can't become an artist. I can't code. I can't make a good OC I can't be a popular kid. I can't do anything right. No-one wants me here. I'm a ball of negativity. I'm ugly. My art is terrible. I can't draw. I'm too clingy. Almost everyone in my grade has a BF or a GF and I don't. No-one likes me. I'm one of the most hated kids in the school. My only friends are- Two kids in my grade. Three kids in 8th grade and a high-schooler I almost never see. The highlight of my day was my highschooler friends waving and smiling at me. I should never have existed
