Hey guys, Cherry~Chan here. I made this because this is what i'm feeling on the inside. All there is is pain. Here's a little story to go with the animation. Characters: Me(young Cherry~Chan) Dad Mom Miku(sister) Neko(Other Sister) Me: I don't wanna go to school! Neko: Come on, Lorelai. We got to go. We're gonna be late! Miku: Why do you not wanna go to school ,Lori? Me: All the kids bully me because I'm so small! They call me a freak because I have these stupid wings! They say I'm a monster because I have these stupid horns! Nobody ever plays with me! They call me names! They talk behind my back! Sarah and Milly say they don't but I know they're spreading rumors about me! Nobody wants to be my friend and nobody ever is nice to me. Neko: They are just jealous because you're so unique. Miku: Yeah, Lor-lor. Now come on. We're gonna be late if we don't hurry. Me: Okay. I'll go. That night... Miku: Hey, Nicky? Are you okay? Neko: Yeah. I'm fine, Miku. Why? Miku: I can hear somebody crying. Neko: Is Lori okay? Miku: I don't know. We should check on her. In Cherry's room... Me: Its not fair. Its not fair at all. *crying* Miku: Lori? Are you okay? Me: *Wipes tears away* Yeah. I'm okay. Neko: Lorelai? Whats wrong? Me: Nothing's wrong. Miku: Why are you crying? Me: I SAID NOTHING'S WRONG!!! Neko: Hey! We just want to help! You don't have to yell. Miku: Yeah, Lorelai. No need to yell. Did you have a nightmare? Is that why you're crying? Me: Yes...*tears fall from face* Neko: Hey its okay. You can tell us anything. Me: I dreamed that mom and dad where shot in the head. And you guys didn't come to save me when i needed you. And I was alone. Miku: That will never happen. Me: YES IT WILL!!!*crying really hard* MOMMY AND DADDY ARE GONNA DIE!!! AND ALL THE KIDS AT SCHOOL ARE MAKING FUN OF ME AND I HATE EVERYBODY!!! I"M NOT A FREAK! I'M NOT A MONSTER! I DON'T WANT TO BE CALLED WINGED DEVIL ANYMORE! I'M NOT A FREAK!! I'M JUST LIKE THEM!!! I'M NORMAL!!! I"M NOT EVIL OR DUMB OR FAKE OR A MONSTER OR A CRYBABY OR BLOOD-THIRSTY!!! I'M NOT UGLY OR A NIGHTMARE OR AN IDIOT!!! I'M NORMAL!!!!!! ITS NOT FAIR THAT THEY GET TO PLAY AROUND AND BE HAPPY WHEN I JUST AM IN THE BACKGROUND!!! ITS NOT FAIR THAT THEY NEVER GET IN TROUBLE FOR HURTING ME!!! I'M NOT A DEVIL'S CHILD!!! ITS NOT MY FAULT I HAD BIRTH DEFECTS AND PROBLEMS!!!!! ITS NOT MY FAULT I'M TINY!!! ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I LOOK LIKE A MONSTER!!!!!!! AND THEY DESERVE TO DIE!!! I ADMIT IT!!! THEY'RE HORRIBLE BAD KIDS AND I WANT THEM DEAD!!!!!!*crying uncontrollably and throwing a tantrum* I'M NOT EVIL!!! I JUST HAVE WINGS AND HORNS BECAUSE I WAS BORN WITH THEM!!! I DON"T CARE IF IT HURT THAT TONY SPENCER WHEN I ALMOST BIT HIS HAND OFF!!! HE DESERVED IT!!! THEY ALL DESERVED TO GET HURT!!! IF THEY HURT ME THEN I HURT THEM!! ITS SELF-DEFENSE!!! SO STOP HURTING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I'M A DEVIL!!!! ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I'M A DEFORMED PURE-BORN MIEF'WA!!!!!!!! I'M JUST MYSELF AND I DON'T CARE IF I'M DEAD!!!!!!! I JUST WANT TO BE FREE FROM ALL THIS TORTURE AND TORMENT AND PAIN!!!! I JUST WANT SOMEBODY TO CARE!!!! I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL!!! I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!*crying uncontrollably* I just want a friend. Miku: Woah, there. Hey. It's okay, Lor-lor. Me and Neko are here for you. You're not alone. And those kids don't know anything. Neko: Yeah. And I'm sure somebody wants to be your friend. Me:*Still crying* Nobody wants to be my friend. Neko: Its gonna be okay, Lori. I promise. *wipes the tears from Cherry's face* Its gonna be alright. Miku: We love you and we care about you. You're not alone. You have us. And you dont have birth defects. You have gifts from God. He's watching over you and He's by your side when you need him. Me:*stops crying* Always? Both: Always. a few minutes later... Neko: I didn't know all that was going on inside our little sister. Miku: Poor girl. I hope she gets better soon. Neko: at least she's asleep now. Miku: Come on. We have to go to the airport now. Neko: Does she know that we're going to be in London for 5 months? Miku: I left her a note. And mom and dad are here. They'll care for her. You know that. Neko: I know. I just worry about her. Those mean kids bully her so much. It's a surprise she doesn't have depression or suicidal thoughts yet. Miku: She'll be okay. She's a tough tiny girl. Now come on. We have to hurry. Neko: I'm coming. A few weeks later... Me: Mommy? Daddy? I can't sleep. Mom: Lorelai? Go to your room, baby. Your father and I have somebody to talk to. Me: Oh. Okay... A few minutes later.... Me:*watches from the hallway* Dad: You need to leave. You're not welcome here, Donny. Donny: You owe me a lot of money, Lawrence. Both you and Daniela. Mom: Donny, this in inappropriate. We have a child in the house. Donny: I don't care. Give me my money now. I know you have it. Dad: We're not gonna give it to you.SO LEAVE. Donny:*pulls out a gun* Fine. You won't pay me? Let your children deal with everything then.
(continued) Donny:*Points the gun at Dad's and Mom's head and pulls the trigger* Lets see how you deal with that. A few minutes later... Me: Mommy? Daddy? Are you okay?*staring at their bodies on the ground* Get up! You can do it!... Momma?*shakes mom* Papa?*shakes dad* Wake up! Please wake up! Please! MOMMY!!! DADDY!!!! WAKE UP!!! *Crying and sitting next to parents* I'm sorry! I did something wrong! I'm sorry! Please wake up! Please! They never did wake up... Little Lorelai(ME) changed my name to Cherry-Chan. The memory of watching my parents die was to much. I feel trapped by the thoughts and memories of those who tormented me. The only comfort for me was my older sisters Miku and Neko and my boyfriend Nelson. All those names I get called and all those words they say can really hurt. Mom? Dad? Its been 10 years since you died. I'm 14 years old now. I really miss you. Neko and Miku and always traveling because they have a lot of work to do. Thanks for sending me some friends. They're really nice and they care about me a lot. I really miss you though. I wish you where here. I made you some pictures and i also recorded some videos for you. I hope you like them. Did you like the balloon I sent you? I hope you did. Its hard knowing you're there and I'm here. I miss seeing your smiles. Hearing your voices. I forget the touch of your gentle hands. I cant remember your voices anymore. I know that its gonna be okay. But why does it hurt to much? Why did you have to leave so early? I hope God is taking care of you. I love you mom and dad. Thank you for my wings and horns. I know i don't fit in because I'm unique. But we are all special. Every one has a special purpose in life. I love you and thank you for knowing you even for a short time. I trust that you're always by my side even though you're gone. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for caring for me. Thank you for being my parents. Love, Cherry~Chan P.S. This animation is dedicated to my parents. Rest in peace mom and dad. This story was what really happened. Thank you. Remember to Smash the like button and Scoop the love button and we will see you all soon!
