❝ if it feels like paradise running through your bloody veins you know it's love heading your way ❞ music ❥ paradise - george ezra
ooook so ive had like no motivation but i also have like 7 map parts & i always feel horrible dropping out of things but ive not even drawn that much or really worked on the maps that much and ahdhsyfgdyfg and now i have school & friends to worry abt too and hhgghg sorry for complaining , ,, just do u guys maybe have any ideas on how to get motivated to draw/animate ??? im sure youve probably maybe been in this place before & i just have a lot i need to get done bbUT i just cant find the motivation to do it?????? sorry hghghgh also i really want to make a new account & start fresh with a new aesthetic & style of projects but i also know that if i did make a new account i'd have no followers & i'd have to leave behind all my old projects (especially my drawing every warrior cat one) and i just dont know if im ready to do that ? yikes & there's been a lot of stuff going on with friends kind of not really im mostly just speculating on a lot of it but i mean,, there's enough evidence , , , , , ,,,,,,, and i just dont want to have to deal with it when people actually admit to what the heck we all know is going on , ,, , , so im hoping they just wont & then i wont have to admit to anything eithehrhughghg because if this one person says something then ill porbably havehfhf to hsay something abt it too & it would rikd0hghghghfhduhfurfhuhdufh guys its just rlly confusing im sorry i know my recent projects have kind of just been rants (& i unshared one bc i thought i sounded annoying)) and im so sorry i just honestly dont have anything else to share & a lot to do & i guess it just feels better to talk abt it with other people :"> music // george ezra - paradise