this is just a vent, ok? im im sad im angry im empty nothing really feels like it matters nothing seems to have a purpose. no matter what i do, i will annoy someone it's funny how they still say it's okay, i love you, and all of those lies you say it's truth, but it's still a rotten lie i just feel empty, i don't feel pain, no laughter, nothing so... i have my mask on so you can't see my real emotions but they won't last forever.. and i just i just want to be happy but it turns out that's not what's gonna happen