I dont know why. I dont know if it's sad or happy crying. For the past couple of weeks, maybe the past month or two, i've been super happy but at the same time, super stressed and i dont know whats going on. Some of it is im just really exited for the Lego movie 2 to come out but im also really stressed and anxious because im gonna have to wait so long to see it and im scared it might not be as good as i thought, or something might happen that i wont take very well. The changes in designs are already a big challenge for me to accept, but i guess it'll give me time to warm up to them. Anyway, when i saw it was August 1st my heart dropped because i remembered that school starts in August and im going into highschool. I really dont want to go to highschool, and i swear im going to have a mental breakdown any day now. I try to cry and let all my emotions out but it just wont go. Also, i found out 2 days ago that my rabbits ran away. I dont know where they are and i really miss them. I'm also scared that i wont be able to take care of my gecko, and that my older cat, Lucy, will run away too. I put too much pressure on myself with all the WIP animations and stuff im making, and now i have 2 MAP parts to do, and a huge surprise to finish for you guys, im really scared people are going to steal my art and characters and everything, im scared for school, im scared for what'll happen in the lego movie 2, My mind just went blank about a minute before im writing this sentence. I dont know whats going on. I'm not trying to pressure you guys into talking to me and stuff by venting but i really love to talk to people on the internet about what's going on I want to cry so badly but it wont come out im trying so hard but the tears just go away as fast as they come im scared that my friends and family are judging me behind my back im really scared for the lego movie 2 i just want to hibernate until christmas time my mind keeps going blank i dont know whats happening i really want to keep talking but you guys probably wouldnt read it
