ALRIGHT PEOPLZ. AHEM I need to explain myself, dont I? Alright, so, if you saw my different list of Oc's, you would know that these are Fen and Vivian. Vivian is, scary when he isn't sober, and thats sorta what this is about! however, he kinda feels guilty for scaring the others. Actually, he feels REALLY guilty. Ergo, him saying "Im the first to burn" cause he feels so diddly darn bad for doing what he does. ALSO this ties into the fact that Vivian and Fen are very similar, yet complete opposites. Vivian is depressed and Fen is very cheerful, and when other people are super happy around Vivian, he feels bad about possibly bringing everyone else down. Viv hides his feelings a lot too. its not good. Sorry if this didnt make sense, it seemed like a good idea at the time when I came up with it xD
