"Tried to keep you close to me, but life got in between." I want to stay with FrameCast, but I'm drifting away from everyone there, and I don't want to. School and anxiety have blocked my path to the ones I love the most. "Tried to square not being there, but it's there that I should've been." I wanted to help each and every one of them, but I couldn't because I wasn't on FrameCast enough. Sooner or later, someone could commit suicide because I never comforted them. "Hold back the river, let me look in your eyes, hold back the river so I can stop for a minute and see where you hide. Hold back the river, hold back." I'm constantly praying to God that He can push back all my anxiety so I can finally spend time with my extended family. "Once upon a different life, we rode our bikes into the sun." I often feel like I'm only with them in another reality. "But now, we're caught against the tide. Those distant days are flashing by." In reality, there's a wall keeping me from them. It goes by many names. Anxiety. ADD. Fear. Doubt. Sadness. Hormones. School. Parents. Memories of the good times flicker through my head every day, and I just want to be with them. I want to meet all of them.
