credits to the base maker (@firepaw_rusty) and to Avalon for hosting the CC
reeeeealy sorry this took so long, and it isn't the best. I've had a ton of school stuff and anxiety and stress because my friends have been having a rough time and I don't know how I can help them and I just have been kind of sad and really hard on myself and I can't tell my friends that I'm having a rough time because they have their own problems and I really don't deserve to bother them because its no big deal and I don't want them to worry because they should focus on themselves and I don't deserve the trouble and so this is the first time I'm admitting all this to myself and I'm so sorry that I'm rambling, and sorry this is so bad :'( I'm a mess
