flaggio credit to snowy chai(r) for char I feel like Altitude- Lost Found would be a better fit for her... "You cannot add meaning to something that always stays meaningless" that was edgy *thumbs up* This is Shh-Misery
Rosaleen Sachame-Fujiwaa/15/female/She has severe social anxiety (yay edge) and absolutely hates her looks. She's destroyed every mirror she looks in, and cries often. Death talks to her during her tea time (yes i do tea time (>:CCCC) They have a little chat about the meaningless-ness of life over tea cakes and specialty teas. Her mother and father are divorced, and she lives with her mother who often neglects her. Her mother dresses her up cute and happy to try and deter anyone finding out. Rosaleen is only used as a pawn. Her mother is medium rich, and buys Rosaleen everything a 'normal' girl would love. Rosaleen doesn't want more dresses or make up, she just wants affection. "Don't be selfish." Her father keeps telling her every time she tries to explain it to him. He lives with his wife and 5 children. Her mother also has a boyfriend of which she got pregnant with. Rosaleen can tell that she's been replaced. But where does she go now? Her mother's side and father's side think she's the reason that they divorced, like she insisted on being born. She'd honestly trade anything for death now. But locked in her giant house filled with white and glimmer, she can never bring herself to do it. Instead she plans and researches. Where can she go? She still hasn't found where. But luckily, she'll be 19 soon. Days pass by with nothing-ness. all so quickly. All so meaningless. She wonders if anyone else sees the same grey landscape she does. And she wishes for a vibrant, colorful life full of love. Seems that won't be coming soon. HHHH WOAAAA THE EDGE BOIYOOOO HOWD YOU GET DOWN HERE
