-- When I was a young girl I was honest and I had more self control.. When I got older I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted when I wanted it.. -- How did it come to this? How did I know it was you?.. I'll keep on fighting but I can't keep going on this way.. I force this hate into my heart 'cuz it's my only friend..My heart beat stumbles and my backbone crumbles..Watch them bask in the glory of their holy disease.. -- Here's the thing, we started out friends.It was cool when it was all pretend.. You're dedicated, took your time; it wasn't long 'till I called you mine.. And all you'd ever hear me say was how I pictured me with you.. But since you've been gone, I can't breathe for the first time.. -- How can I pretend that I don't see what you hide so carelessly? I saw her bleed. You heard me breathe. We all live. We all die. That does not begin to justify you.. It's only in my mind, not real life. No, I must be dreaming.. Heaven knows, I've got to tell someone; tell them what I know you've done! --
