Song: Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne Press space to see a picture of Baxter as a kitten. As I type this, he is sitting right next to me.
This is a remix, but only in memory of Camy. This is Baxter, who misses Camy Backstory: Baxter and Camy never got along very well, but I knew they still liked each other. I wasn't sure, but it's just a feeling I have that they loved each other, no matter what. A week before Camy died, I knew she would be put down. Every night since than, until a week after Camy was put down, I had to cry myself to sleep. When Camy died, I knew she was going to a better place. She had suffered for two weeks, barely eating anything but treats, and being fed water through a syringe. It was the worst part of my life. I had to blame someone, and I blamed myself. I also blamed the vet for not realizing she had cancer, but I know that even if she knew, Camy would still be gone. I thought I could take care of her better, I thought if I tried to take care of her, she'd become better, but no, it never happened. Camy never really liked me, but for her last two weeks, I would help feed her, every day after school, I'd hang out with her. I even read her three chapters of a book every day. That was the only time we actually bonded, and I wish it had happened sooner. I would trade all the happiness we ever had to have her live longer, I just wasn't ready for the change. It was a school day when she was euthanized, and I didn't even get to say good bye. At school, it was hard to hold up, knowing that when the bell rang to start school, Camy would already be gone. I was reading the Warrior Cats series when this happened, and to make myself feel better, I would think she was watching over me, my family, and Baxter. I still do now. I believe that she is watching over us, keeping us safe enough so we don't go join her. At first I thought she was going to be watching over us alone, but now I believe she is with Riley and Stumpy, other cats of my mother's. I will always love Camy, but I know she is happy, doing what she has always wanted to do. I know that she guides Baxter's pawsteps, and I'm happy that she doesn't have to suffer anymore. I will always love her and I will never forget her. Off topic, but please try and help animals at shelters, weather it's volunteering, or donating money, please help them because "56 percent of dogs and 71 percent of cats that enter animal shelters are euthanized. More cats are euthanized than dogs because they are more likely to enter a shelter without any owner identification. Only 15.8 percent of dogs and 2 percent of cats that enter animal shelters are reunited with their owners."
