IM SO SORRY GUYS....i might be venting alot today or tomorrow...just...last night...was a rough night with my mother and brother again...my mother drank vocka.. (shes not violent like she doesn't hit anybody) she kept getting up on her broken ankle. when my brother kept yelling at her to sit down..she went to the bathroom. fell. and made a deep cut in her palm...She thought something bit her like a spider...Then luke kept asking her if she had to go to the hospital. She kept saying "nooo...they dumb" Then luke helped her back to the bedroom. then when luke tried to lay her down she accidently slapped him. he knew it was a accident so he stayed still. then he sat with her because she was Sad for some reason (Mood swings??? o-o) Then when i was crying on my bed. Then luke talked to me and stuff to help me feel better. But i was crying thinking everything is my fault. sometimes i felt like Mom wouldn't of got a broken ankle if i wasn't here. these Huge fights wouldn't of happened if i wasn't here... but then...it happened... He told me...he was gonna move out for 2 or more weeks..to show mom what shes doing to this family is wrong. All of a sudden i bursted in tears. Cause luke is the only one i trust the most in this family.
