sorry i didn't make this too scary. i just didn't wanna get banned. but it defiantly is a vent. don't worry I'm ok oh wait thats a huge lie. just school stress and anxiety and stuff. i couldn't go to school today because i had a pretty bad anxiety attack. but my mom said if i can go to school for the rest of the year she would get me a guiana pig or a hamster! funny. that seems like a stupid thing to be excited about. but i love pets so.. its great. also my psychiatrist is giving me this medicine just for when i have anxiety attacks. so yay! i also had this huge talk with my mom so hopefully she understands just how stressed i am now. a lot of this was crammed into this so i'll explain everything thats happening 1. sad anxious cat (which is representing me) is talking. 2. me having a anxiety attack and not being able to fall asleep. 3. then i get frustrated. 4. i am sad and stressed. 5. i am mentally and physically exhausted. my mom gave me 40 minutes to be on the computer because i read a book for 2 hours but i'm pretty sure i've been on here for 1 and a half hours. guess i need to read for about.. 2 and a half more hours? usually reading would take all my worries away. now i'm checking the clock every five minutes waiting for something to happen. im gonna go find my cat. .. im so stressed.. seems so stupid but.. i feel like i never get a break. i haven't had a good cry in a while. --- program - adobe animate cc song - anxiety song - human petting zoo