I am lucky I see the door (I am on the other side) (at least in my head) (please lock my body out too, please) I see what you do I see the lack of life Your programming, I am lucky to be distressed I am still caught up in I'm working hard to pull the plug. I'm working hard to steal my heart back and re-stuff myself and become whole. (not quite physically out) (getting there) (I hope) I am lucky to see this horror Five years and I leave that door (I'll really be on the other side) (then I'll lock myself and the door)