‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ ᴍʏ ᴏɢ ꜱɪɢɴ ᴜᴘ : Bluebell || amab Female & she/it || Lesbian || 7 moons || CedarClan || Apprentice || Bluebell is rather short, as is the majority of her clan, standing at only 6.5 inches and has a rather masculine build. Her fur is long, fluffy and a dark blue ish grey that drags slightly across the ground near her paws and covers her hazel eyes. She seldom opens her left eye as it is completely blind and, at least in her opinion, unsightly. || [+] Gentle, attentive, hardworking [=] soft spoken, courteous, enigmatic [-] insecure, cynical, envious || Bluebell used to be an ebullient and charismatic cat before injuring her eye whilst training with her mentor. Then, she became much more reserved and cynical, rarely joining others in conversation and group activities || welp she's an apprentice so || Bluebell's mother, Silksong, is where she got her blue pelt from || Research on blindness: cats who are blind in one eye can experience disorientation, being startled by sudden movement on their blind side, swelling or discharge from the eye as well as pain in it. Bluebell will avoid contact with her head, frequently position herself as to have as many cats as possible in her view and visit Sagesight frequently to avoid infections. There's a bit more and her personality has changed a bit but I'm afraid it won't fit so here's the link to her sign up : https://scratch.mit.edu/studios/50598758/comments/#comments-297515733 ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ ᴡʜʏ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴘᴏꜱɪᴛɪᴏɴ : While I have been a hr before (leader and dep), those roles didn't suit me and I was very ill fit for them, so I thought that this would be a chance to try being a med cat with a bit less pressure as my character would also be learning alongside me as well as angst potential ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ ᴡʜʏ ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪ ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴏᴡɴ ɪᴛ : I don't have much to say, so I'll try and be as concise as possible. I'm very willing to learn and have a few guides to herbs, the moonpool and general mc stuff saved specifically so that I can try my best to learn how to fulfill this role ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ ᴡʜʏ ʙʟᴜᴇʙᴇʟʟᴘᴀᴡ ᴡᴀɴᴛꜱ ɪᴛ : While Blue would deny wanting it if asked as she would feel like it would be given out of pity and not anything else like having shown interest in the role or even showing a proclivity for caring about its clan mates (she's basically an involuntary loner and can't socialise to save her life even with others her age), a small part of it thinks that become a medicine apprentice would fill the void in her heart that's existed since she lost vision in her left eye as well as it being an opportunity to meet someone who understands her and has a somewhat similar situation. ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ ᴡʜʏ ʙʟᴜᴇʙᴇʟʟᴘᴀᴡ ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴏᴡɴ ɪᴛ : Bluebell does enjoy caring for others despite her reluctance regarding conversations and hates feeling like a charity case or an indolent slacker which is why it's so diligent and hard-working. ɪꜱ ʙʟᴜᴇʙᴇʟʟ ᴡɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴡᴏʀᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ꜱᴀɢᴇꜱɪɢʜᴛ? : In the beginning: No. Well, kind of. She'd be incredibly cross with him for choosing her despite her asking him to choose Riftpaw which it would show through malicious compliance. He wants it to fetch a specific herb? Oops, she took too much so it would be impossible to use them all before they rot. Rearrange the shelf? Oh dear, it seems like Blue organised it in the most inconveniencing way possible! Maybe he should have chosen Riftpaw instead because they'd be MUCH better than her at this Later on: Bluebell would definitely try to cooperate because of her desire to bond with an older and more experienced cat but definitely mentally cuss him out when he gets on its nerves. ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ / ᴅᴇᴛᴀɪʟᴇᴅ ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ : https://scratch.mit.edu/discuss/topic/828610/?page=1#post-8614541 Good luck to all the other applicants <3 ‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
