I'm quitting. The reason why isn't any of your business. I'll keep the acc still and I might look at your comments but I can't do this anymore. I just suck. Sorry to my followers, might wanna unfollow because I won't be back for a very long time. A message for my ex. You know who you are. I'm sorry I couldn't meet your needs, I hope your happy with who ever you moved on with, I don't think we can stay friends though... It would be too awkward and I'm hurt enough. And I'm sorry I couldn't make you feel loved it was just that every thing at home was overwhelming, I had to get so many blood transfusions because of my iron and my weird hormones and my mom doesn't let me online much so it's rare for me to be active online, I did love you though and I've been thinking off you all summer, and when I tried going online you weren't there either.. I'll give you back the bunny and the notes and stuff you gave me if I'm going to that school again.. If not just tell me what to do with it. I'm not keeping it though. It hurts. Love you.
And now I'm back to square one. I'm fricking useless. My body is messed up. And everywhere I go I have a bully or someone against me. Heck even some of my family hates me. Maybe if I'm lucky enough the stuff that is going on with me can be a rare cancer like my friend and I'll be gone for good. It's clear that I can't even keep the one person who actually loved me stay. Why do I even try making friends or relationships when I mess up or they look at me funny or ignore me or worse!? I'm surprised I haven't been jumped yet. But yeah, I quit besides I'm underrated. I wish I can just find my people like mom says. It's clear I don't have anyone like me though. I want slias back. He was the only one who gets me.
