୨୧ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ঌ ♥ ☆ ♥ ໒꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ୨୧ trigger warnings!!! ( pls read before reading!! ) : mentions of body dysphoria, dark humor, d3@th, and m3ntal 1lln3ss!!! ୨୧ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ঌ ♥ ☆ ♥ ໒꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ୨୧ .♥. typ1ng qu1rkz .♥. so i have typing quirks an the one i use the most is lower case letters. but here r the others in a mini list : ♡ 1 m1ght us3 numb3rs ♡ z's can be uzed az well ♡ @n $ym*l$ @$ w#ll <3 ♡ z0m3t1m3z @ll c0mb1n3d t0g3ther cvz 1tz z1lly bvt 1t t4k3$ 2 l0ng 2 typ3 ;-; ୨୧ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ঌ ♥ ☆ ♥ ໒꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ୨୧ .♥. my diagnosis / mental illness .♥. ♡ adhd ( Attention-Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder ) ♡ autism ♡ major depression ( both sides of my parents families have depression so depression + depression = major depression, but im taking meds dw) ♡ anxiety btw the list is short becuz these r my real diagnosis but i suspect i may have ocd and some sort of personality disorder due 2 my irl experiences. but i know the idea of me having a personality disorder has nothing 2 do w/ DID ( Dissociative Identity Disorder ) becuz i am very educated abt it. :> another thing is i rlly hate ppl who fake disorders. :( it upsets me and makes me uncomfortable. ୨୧ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ঌ ♥ ☆ ♥ ໒꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ୨୧ .♥. my body .♥. im a chubby kiddo w/ a strange shape but i got hip dips and big thighs. as shown here ---> https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1183153008 is what i look like irl. i sometimes rlly hate how i look and wish i was skinnier but it's genics and i hate it and love it at the same time. ୨୧ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ঌ ♥ ☆ ♥ ໒꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ୨୧ .♥. regression ? .♥. so the 2 regressions im trying 2 figure out if i am both is age regression and puppy regression. im currently questioning but kinda make sense how sometimes my mind set changes. age regression - a mental or emotional state where individuals exhibit behaviors characteristic of a younger age puppy regression / pet regression - a type of age regression where an individual regresses to the mindset of an animal, most commonly a puppy or other young animal ( reminder!! both regressions are coping mechanisms 2 help cope w/ trauma and have nothing 2 do w/ the feetishes ) ୨୧ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ঌ ♥ ☆ ♥ ໒꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ୨୧ .♥. dark humor .♥. definition : Dark humor, also known as black comedy, is a type of humor that tackles serious, often taboo, subjects and makes light of them. It's a style of comedy that can be used to deal with difficult or uncomfortable topics like death, illness, war, and other sensitive issues. yeah so i use dark humor and make weird jokes like d3ath jokes and j0k3 abt eating ppl but also I use humor as a way 2 cope w/ trauma as well. ex : "ima eat u!" "i eat kids" "i eat toes" "i will k1ll u" ( and other stuff i dont think i can say on here ) ୨୧ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ঌ ♥ ☆ ♥ ໒꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ୨୧ .♥. obsessions .♥. lets just say i am obsessed w/ my close friends and my partners and very scared if they leave me becuz i need them and will cry. ୨୧ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ঌ ♥ ☆ ♥ ໒꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔ ୨୧ that's all! bai bai! <3
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