Hey, I heard you're doing better Never knew you as a quitter And I'm glad you're doing okay I don't know if you remember All the times you wrote me letters And I think you took me out in fifth grade And I think I told you no, I said "I wanna take it slow" And I also called you gross to your face But I think everybody knows It was just a funny joke So do you wanna go on that date? I've been feeling quite amazing Flying kites with you Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself It ain't good for my health But I spend nights thinkin' of you I write you songs when I miss you I promise I'll be there to help Though I might need a ride You keep catchin' my eyes Even when I'm terrified Can't get you off of my mind Oh, I've been feeling faded 'cause I'm fiending on the Hennessy Tell everyone I made it Though I'm miles from where I want to be I told my story countless times To all these freaking companies I used to be a worthless piece of sh/t A boy with issues, see I've changed throughout this year so much That who I was you won't believe Obsessed with being normal Faking cordial actions, fantasies Of situations playing out so perfect Like the movie scenes I want to take my mask off but I'm scared Because I'll never be enough for me I think I'm losing grip on sanity But I've been feeling quite amazing Flying kites with you Rephrasing words from songs that I wrote myself It ain't good for my health But I spend nights thinkin' of you I write you songs when I miss you I promise I'll be there to help Though I might need a ride You keep catchin' my eyes Even when I'm terrified Can't get you off of my mind
BoyWithUke <3 TW: Blood and cvssing