So y'all know how I'm gynosexual, aka I have an attraction to feminine people? WELL I just realized that I have a small but VERY MUCH THERE crush on a person that is like not that feminine?? SO I realized that my first ever guess of sexuality is MOST LIKELY RIGHT Aka, pansexual/bisexual because I realized that personality is ENTIRELY what matters to me! So, haha, yeah that's cool? Also, I realized that any pronouns that aren't she/her describe me pretty dang well so younger me was also probably right about me being a demiboy I'm not gonna change anything yet cause I'm not sure, but my brain just sees a person and their personality and goes "dang they hawt" and I have no control over it :sobs and dies like peter griffin: ANYWAYS He/they/it pronouns only from now on! I'm still very much transexual! I'm gonna be a tad stricter on it nowadays (dw if you've called me a girl in the past, but please refrain from it now!) cause, I'm gonna admit, being in a transphobic town, I have a bit of internalized transphobia that I can't figure out how to get rid of :( (I'll get into the internalized transphobia in another project if you'd like, but to sum it up, I know that trans people are 100% valid, but a little voice in my brain keeps on calling people their dead pronouns, especially nb people :/ I'm trying my best to get rid of it, but it's hard :'D) so I think being called male pronouns will help with that!
TL;DR: I may be bi/pan and may also be a demiboy, woah, cool I also realized that I'm on the aro/ace spectrum not just the ace spectrum so yey I'm kinda figuring myself out If I just end up being abrosexual (changing/fluctuating sexualities) at the end of all this I'm gonna riot
