LOL IM BACK but i'm like rly inactive ehehe ;; read below my dudes 8.20.2018 this project was written two years ago. i was over dramatic and cringey. but that's okay, because it was a big deal for me back then. keyword 'was' i've changed an eff ton during the past years. i'm no longer the same person, and scratch definitely means much less to me than before. and i'm glad i learned some sort of lesson while making this project. so i think what my twelve year old self was attempting to pinpoint was that i'd become dependent on approval from outside people. i was craving for validation and praise from, you know, strangers. i think that's something that a lot of people will go through, especially in teen years, and hopefully grow from. it's not healthy behaviour. i hope this helps some of y'all, or at least makes you think.
