warning : original video is suggstive ★ Lyrics ★ Everything, everything—it’s always me alone, I hate it, this whole damn world. Always, always—it’s just me, Feeling like I don’t belong anywhere. Making a sour face—flawed like a gemstone, Ignoring it all, escaping reality. Over and over, I cling to The ideal me in the mirror. Just throwing shade, spitting venom, Wetting my pillow over this unchanging world. "It’s fine if it’s just a little," I whisper, "Again… again…" to someone. Love Love Even through the mirror, Love Love I feel fulfilled. Right now, someone out there needs me. Love me, love me—only me, I won’t beg you to say it. But this gaping hole inside me, I want you to fill it with something. (Lie lie lie lie…) I know it’s just a delusion, yet I still do it. (Lie lie lie lie lie…) It’s so stupid, But it makes me feel alive. No, no, no no! No good, no good, no good! In the dark, dark corner of my room, The only thing I trust Are the numbers telling me I’m allowed to exist. Everything, everything—it’s always me alone, I hate it, this whole damn world. Always, always—it’s just me, Feeling like I don’t belong anywhere. (Lie lie lie lie…) I know it’s just a delusion, yet I still do it. (Lie lie lie lie lie…) It’s so stupid, But it makes me feel alive.
original song / video : https://youtu.be/_J_hTrOT8LA?si=F2Xys1XZM6gps4qN c.ai bot inspired by this song (not made by me!) : https://character.ai/chat/rhrCayomE43jwQ8HPgQ6Mh2E0aldozQ4_Z4lC-GsZL4
