One more day of school. Sorry for not being active much. I have been going through a lot and haven't had much motivation to be here as often even though I do miss it. Maybe summer break will help me come back. (vent below) Am I insane for feeling like every day I wake up is not real. Having thoughts about why anything exists. I'm so tired of it. I don't understand why I can't just control it and live my life how I did 2-3 years ago. I hate how I feel now and I just want to be done with it. Forget about how weird being alive is. Have motivation back.
