So... Yeah.. I am a mixture of emotions... SOOOO- yeah as you guys may or may not know, outside of wanting murder and stuff I am actually a big softy who just wants some hugs and cuddles WELL- NO ONE WILL- Sorry, I'm getting ahead of myself- The chances of people viewing this are... LoW and I am just doing this for the heck of it- anyway, I am actually pretty sad, lonely and ik ik, I have parents but does ANYONE talk to their parents? Not me, and I just LOVE hugging but I always get so... Awkward when I want to hug people in scratch, so I never do... I am ok with doing it in roleplays and stuff but I can't just do it normally because I don't want to know the reaction of the person on the other end... And being done w/ school only makes me bored and I don't like being bored- ALSO EVERYONE IN MY CLASS TALKS OVER EVERYONE- Lets say I have a headache so I tell everyone... AND THAN THEY START SCREAMING SO F*gloink*ing LOUD! I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS SO HARD ABOUT SHUTTING THE F*gloink*K UP! Ok- I need to calm down... I try drawing and it calms me down, until I get frustrated over breaking the pencil and I just like... Rip up the paper and just yell... Than I just cry in my room in a pillow SO often its like a hobby -_- There are a few things that make me feel better: Music, gaming, drawing, HH demons, MD, TADC, and just... Chatting... Sometimes I feel like I'm not here like I am like a dead ghost just spectating the world... Is that weird? It is... Than I just feel like I'm gonna punch or scream really loud... MORAL OF THE STORY IF ANY OF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HUG ME OR LIKE... Idk... Pat my head... Make me feel better that'd be nice I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING I FORCE MY SMILES NOW-
Song: Royal & the Serpent - Overwhelmed (Lyrics) i get overwhelmed so easily (Yeah I might be a wreak but I still credit)
