this is for my bestest online friend I've known yet, blue! ^^ blue you are a great person, you shouldn't let yourself down because of some looks you don't have, to you right now, nobody should really, but it shouldn't have been you mainly. I care for you SOSOOSOSOSOOS much its not even funny at this point, if I had to do something so terrible just to keep YOU safe and okay. I would do it, I want the best for you blue, your a great friend, a great sibling figure I never had before, you make me feel alive for once, you make me smile for real for once, you make me continue drawing for you, I just want you healthy and okay, blue. Your the best person anybody could ask for, and if people don't see that they can just leave, your so funny, creative in words, and caring, I hope nothing bad happens to our friendship because really your the only person right now that I would keep my life still up, I know that might sound emotionally attachable and stuff but I just hope you can feel the same about that. Please don't give up on yourself, I'll never forgive myself if you did, you're amazing. I don't want anything happening to you when I can't help you out for the slightest second. I would do anything to keep you happy even if it means having to take out my pleasures for you blue, I just want you to know that your amazing. a great person. you make everybody happy and I wish that other people were cool just like you, but I sometimes don't wish that because it shows how unique you are! I love talking with you everyday in the morning, afternoon, and almost night, I love playing games with you when I have the chance, your a great friend to me, the bestest one in fact, your a true person, and I hope you know that, you can do anything and I believe in that. I just hope you do too. everything is rough in life but I believe we can get through this, I know having to drive and yadda yadda must be hard, but I believe in you! Blue, your just a really .., REALLY good friend I don't want to lose, I'm really trying my best for you, but since we cant talk to face and face, the only thing I hope is that a screen could work when your reading this, and your pretty! Even though I haven't seen your face I bet your pretty! whatever people are saying, they're just really rude jerks. I thank you so much for joining that weird RP group by your friend angel, I really do. I really do thank you so much for always being yourself, I thank you for everything you've done just trying to talk with me. I cant thank you even enough for what you did. I love talking with you, your actually so comforting and nice, I just always freak out when I try to talk with you in call becaause then lll get too loud and annoying you might just want to hang up, but besides that your amazing! I hope for anything good for your safety, I hope we continue our friendship like this! <3 And I'm putting gorilla glue on our friendship because then you wont escape my yapping ahhhh.... just please don't give up yet, never do. your amazing whatever or whoever did something to you, they're just idiots. you don't deserve them. again, thank you so much for existing and staying positive. you're the bestest friend/sibling figure I could ever ask for. I'll always love you!/p ^^
