I couldn't sleep at all that night. I just laid there crying and thinking about what happened all night I can't believe it. After so long, I just left my best friend behind so quickly... He was there for me whenever I needed it... And I threw it all away... It might sound selfish, but it's hard seeing him so emotionally stable all of the time while I'm just a wreck. My story is nowhere near as bad as Aidy's, and he handles it perfectly. Why am I so different from all of them? I think I figured it out. It's messed up, but it's true. My life all started going downhill when I met him. Of course, it was after Jon left, but still.... It's like he always attracts evil people and creatures... I've almost died countless times, and it was always in battles where I was trying to help him, but in the end, I didn't even end up making a difference.... I almost never get rest because of how many times a day we have to go fight things. At some point I started wishing to go back to my old life. It felt wrong, but things were so much better back then. Back then I could go outside without worrying about being attacked by the next big enemy. It's just an endless cycle, beat one enemy, fight another, beat that enemy, fight another. So... I gave up... I gave up being a hero... And I'm not friends with Darknife anymore... It was so hard to make that choice, but I think it's best for me...
