Hi guys! I... I don't feel so good. It's not like I'm sick or something. It's just... I feel depressed and guilty for no reason. I just wanna go to a corner and cry. It's because of my personality I think. It's just... I-I'm either happy or emotionless. I rarely show my sadness or anger. So sometimes... I explode because of my unshown feelings and cry for a stupid reason. And I kinda hate this because... I-I mean, think about it. You're at school. Teacher says: "It's a group project. Choose yourself partners." And of course no one chooses me as a partner. (I'm not the most sociable person at class) And I BEGIN TO CRY! For A STUPID PROJECT!!! It's so embarassing and... Ughh... Well, what was I saying? Oh yes. Like I said. I wanna cry. But i can't do it in front of people so I try to act normal in front of people. But when I'm alone I read sad things or listen songs that makes me sad. I really really don't know why i feel depressed. Probably I will forget this tomorrow 'cuz I always do. Anyway. Thanks for reading all this long and random thing. -Also If I continue to feel like this, I could take a break.
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