*inhale* I wanna take a hiatus For one, I’ve been extremely mad at myself / grumpy for like… the past two weeks? I don’t know what’s going on, but I’m very worried that I’ll explode at one of yall and hurt your feelings. And I don’t want that to happen because you don’t deserve it. Y’all are the greatest. School… hasn’t been the very best. I have to do this huge assignment for math advancement prep and I’ve only finished 1 out of 6 units- and it took about a month to do. It pretty obvious I won’t turn it in before school ends. And the bullying has been absolutely relentless. Yesterday I got totally yelled at / called swear words because I sucked at kickball in PE. It feels like I can’t be free there because of this. I’ve read in many graphic novels and heard my friends say, “Pssh. Who cares what people think! Let’s just be ourselves!” I completely agree with that, but why can’t I just DO it? It’s so small, yet it feels so big. Why am I such a coward? Why can’t I ever be brave? As for Scratch, I don’t know what to do right now. I really want to improve my art but lately it’s been pretty bland due to my dumb feelings, which makes me go to Scratch / totk / maybe Splatoon to drain the thought out of my head. It’s been a while since i made a nice, colorful page. I’ve been so sick of seeing all the pleas for likes, views and follows too (not that any of you guys do it, I know you wouldn’t ^^) so that’s kind of another reason why I want to take a little break. Thank you so much if you read this, or even if you read just a little. Have a nice day.
