The Wilted Rose . . . A Fulfilment Preclaim Application Death, the lady herself. The one to wilt the living. You either fear her or are at peace with her. We lace her with a name, a identity. But do we truly know who she is? Will we ever know who the lady of wilted roses is? For she is the balance of Haven and Hell. The guide. The one that realises her job to its full. You may wish to use her. Trick her into eternal life. Yet she is wise...older than anything else. For her sibling is Life. And she is Death. She has her own rules. And walks in an eternal night. The fulfillment of life. Yet was never free of her destiny. Stuck between hatred and wise conscious. Between perfection and self truth. Between a twin self that takes new eyes. A never ending question. Never to be answered. ——————————— NICKNAME & PRONOUNS ⊹ You can call me Elm, She/Her —————————— ABOUT ME ⊹ Hello! I’m @DragoonRPs or Elm!! Idk what to write in this part ever…like um, I like to draw, write and read. Hm. Why is it hard to tell people about you?! I like badminton. And swimming. Not very sporty. But, I LOVE being creative. Like, story making is my true love. Which is a reason a love rping. The story and character creation <333 hm I like fossa’s, the colours blue, green and orange. I just saying fun facts now. Oooh did you know when a hyena laughs they’re mad, and when they growl they’re happy?? Yeah, that’s it. ——————————— ROLEPLAY EXPERIENCE ⊹ I’v been roleplaying for around almost a year now. I first got into generations, which is pretty big since it is one of the big wc roleplays. I soon got into it all, and have become very attached to roleplaying on scratch ever since. Once my first gen character died, I started thinking of other wc roleplays, I had joined smaller ones, but never tfcrp or tss. While having my second gen character, I applied for a tfcrp litter. I didn’t end up getting the kit, yet got backup. When my second character died, I joined another tfcrp litter- that’s how I got Akari. I had gotten much better at applications by that time, and had more confidence. I applied for a preclaim, and got Auburnkit! By this time I had of course, applied for many selective litters, a couple where I got backup or even got the kit. Although I haven’t been in tfcrp for very long, I had been planning to join it when Skyclan came, I had read the rules already, and had already planned a form and a character. I then applied for the Fairy lights litter, and...I thought I had a good chance, BUT I didn't finish my app in time (still mad at myself about that) ——————————— KIT I'M APPLYING FOR ⊹ AHH the beauty, Fulfilment!! Her colours, her blind eye- just, the perfect mix. I'v been seeing a couple more energetic applications for her, but I see her as very mysterious and secretive!! ——————————— WHY I WANT & WHY I SHOULD GET FULFILMENT ⊹ Why I want her. Ok. At first I really just liked her design, I thought she was super cool. I mean…she is. But anyway, idk Whether the design was meant to show emotion but when I see her, I see this mist of mystery that hides her self conscious, constantly calculating self. Her steps are chosen very carefully from the moment she finds herself trapped in the web of the word “perfect”. But more so she wants impress her father, be everything he wanted. She takes her worries and makes them need, and tries to connect with truth and nature not realizing her own falter. She suffers emotionally with indecision and the pressure she herself has given her, because shes not strong enough to realize its herself. She literally guilt trips herself and hides all the evidence from HERSELF. I think she would be really fun to play as, and would have a great story (in how I'm thinking her life would go kinda). Why I should get her? Well, there is a lot of people who want her, and I suppose a lot of people will say "Well, I'm dedicated and have been roleplaying for a long time." . So would I, yet I find saying different can help. Well, I'll make her life colourful, like a whole story. I love writing, and every srp I make for her will be like a new chapter. I'll never forget those small moments, the little things that make her the character she is. I'll give her relationships with others that are complicated yet fun, for a example, Fabledwren. She loves him but feels the burden to make him proud, never truly saying her feelings due to that, and suffering from his disapointment (if he ever is). I'll put time into learning her disabilities, how they effect her, and put them into her roleplaying. I suppose I'm saying I'll be dedicated, but at least I'd didn't just plainly say that. ——————————— KIT'S FUTURE IDENTITY ⊹ I see her finding herself wrapped up in priority of perfection, not caring much about what others call her. Once she finally settles down for a while, she knows shes female but what if shes more than that? She is basically Genderfluid but mainly Bigender, She/Him. Cont in notes…
——————————— SIMPLE PERSONALITY [+] Observant, Soft, Open minded, Wise. [=] Mysterious, Secretive, Perfectionist, Mindful. [-] Self conscious, Self blame, Worrisome, Easily stressed. ——————————— DETAILED PERSONALITY ——————————— RESEARCH ——————————— CODEWORD ——————————— OTHER
