i wrote the lyrics to this song (at least the main chorus ig?) this morning and i know i'll forget them if i don't write them now (and a few things to not forget): So I'm gonna sleep deprive myself to watch depressing evening news I'm gonna watch things that scare me so bad I can't be scared of you I'm gonna cry myself to sleep so that there are no tears left to sob Yeah, I guess that's what I'll do Since I'm missing you I'm gonna sleep deprive myself to watch depressing evening news I'm gonna go through things you sent me, I'll feel as happy as you do I'm gonna cry myself to sleep so that there are no tears left to sob Yeah, I guess that's what I'll do I guess that's what I'll do === - I don't know i feel like this should have a strangely upbeat tone (as if the person saying this is trying to convince themselves maybe?) - I don't think I've ever written a song like this lol "crazy!" was about the person you like not liking you back but whoopsie the person singing this song can't accept that "attention!" was about- well just technically a normal crush i guess (question mark?) "sixty!" (which i will NEVER sing to anyone cause it's not preppylicious) was about wanting to confess to the person they like- i still remember a part from it that I hate: They say nobody's perfect Well I think that I've been lied to Apparently the person who said that has never met you Go to Ancient Greek you'd be hailed as a deity They way you make me feel, I can't even describe it... -why do i always write the main chorus before the actual song i hate myself so much
ya'll these are notes for me so unless you wanna be bored to death please ignore this
